Sunday, August 16, 2009

你眼底住着一片海

最后才明白
原来 你眼底住着一片海
带点忧郁装起来的可爱 是属于不自信的自白
酸酸的不对称年代 仅有的 一份 特卖

努力得 去 爱
很不自然得却很自在 因为不想再说再来 自己让自己忘了眼泪的存在
可是 当沉默最终被打开 梦还是会醒来
是 痛 在关怀

同一份感情 同一份遗憾 同一份不应该
因为 你眼底住着一片海

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Never Say Never

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without and just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of together all the while

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go


Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see under your command
I will be your guardian when all is crumbling
Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go


We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together
Pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go







突然发现这首歌很粘耳朵,不能自拔···
是因为我和她的问题吧,一直想到电影里的镜头,就只差眼泪往下掉了···
我会加油的···

Saturday, August 8, 2009

你 她

感情这东西很可爱,活蹦乱跳得难以琢磨。

和你,以为这件事后你会懂得我的底线在哪里,最后你却说我跨过了你的底线···
和她,以为这么久了的一段感情会淡了,却没想到我们之间什么也没变···


只想对你说:我不想来是这样下去了~
我很努力的让自己平静下来,可是最后还是决定:这一次,我要自私点了~
不想对不起任何人,包括自己,所以,是时候停下来检视一下自己的所作所为了~

和你的相处模式,真的不喜欢···
当初在一起的感觉,忘了吗?

所以现在什么也别说,什么也不好说~



想对你说声:谢谢你~
很开心,也很庆幸在低落的时候你这位久不见面的朋友依然能扶我一把···
让我这几天的愁云惨雾之中画上了一片彩虹···

无论是朋友还是情人,感情要经的起时间的考验,而我相信我和你之间做到了~
不能答应你什么,只能说:我会尽力的~

你也要加油哦~

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Suddenly feel that I should add something and also suddenly feel maybe I should use English (Maybe just because someone keep complaint on my blog that is without English)

Quite a quarrel with my parents recently about my postgraduates destination.
Before that, feeling that myself isn't really a PRO in studying and decide to take course in Malaysia's private U but get a BIG deny from my parents.
AIKS~
A lot of reasons, of course, but none of them really make me to feel that stay on my homeland is a big mistake for me and for my future .

Yes, I admit that i like the world outside there, freedom, creativity and innovation that for sure will drove me high in the sky.
But the fact is, this is my homeland. My home is here, my parents is here, my friends is here.
You can say me as a coward of because refusing to step out the box and I won't deny it. I LOVE to stay IN here.

But I knew that the result will not change after all.
HAIZ~

Furthermore, also quite a quarrel with her.
SIGH~

What a blue week for me.
=(

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

TAGGED by Dear PANDA

1. What have you been doing recently?
Exam-ing (by avg, 3 times a week)

2. Do you ever turn your hand phone off?
Nope(not even a chance that my phone's battery dries off~)

3. What happened at 10am today?
Crunching through Malay word in dad's video for goverment

4. When did you last cry?
LONG time ago

5. Believe in Fate/ Destiny?
I believe that fate is IN our own hand that build what we so CALLED destiny TO BE fulfill.

6. What do you want in life now?
More excitement (kinda like the feel of adrenalin rush)

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood?
I'll let the rain to wet my hair.

8. What's your favorite thing to do in bed?
Staring nowhere thinking of nothing

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
Black pant

10. What are the nicest thing in your inbox?
Sweet memories with my darling

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
I'm kinda complicated but I'm surly prefer a more simple girl.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Now? Nope.
Occasionally, yes.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Transformer 2: Revenge of the Fallen

14. What are you proud of?
My capability to cope most difficult circumstances.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say and who is it from?
2009 CNY greetings from a friend

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Let it GO -- Cavo
Original Soundtrack of Transformer 2: Revenge of the Fallen

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Ah Jun, Jun, JunJun

18. What does the newest text message say and who is it from?
She says NO!

19. What time did you sleep last night?
Around 12.30 in the midnight

20. Are you currently happy?
Not really

21. Who give you the best advise?
My parents

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Definitely NO

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
Mum

24. Is something bugging you right now?
YES and there is a lot.

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
My darling

26. Do you like yourself?
Of course.

27. You want $5 or $10?
Where the money from?

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
I always do the most suitable choice for me considerate not my clever nor stupid

29. Who is your best best best best best friend?
Locavon Wendy

30. What will you do if you like that girl?
I wont waste another second to sit and do nothing

31. Who are your favorite stars?
Jay or Soda Green (HARD to find out whom i like the most)

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
The answer is YES especially when she was unreasonable.

33. Do you had even stead before?
Yes, as alternatives although I hate it.

34. What type of girl do you like?
Nice, cute and charming.

35. Now are you single/attached?
attached

Pass this tag to 10 people:
[ 1] Darling
[ 2] Nicole
[ 3] MT
[ 4] Amanda Lee
[ 5] Khaiz
[ 6] Rui
[ 7] Purple Yin
[ 8] Ray
[ 9] Chiwn
[10] Jackson

1. Would you date number 5?
Hang out with this guy is a GOOD idea.

2. Number 2 just got a car crash and how do you react?
I will rush to her IMMEDIATELY.

3. You see no.9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
Again. XD

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
Its okay. I'll have the chance TO GO her house XD

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
Something MUST disturbing her

6. Number 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
Jackson's new hairstyle MUST be the most FASHION style i ever saw.

7. Number 7 just got a ticket for him/her and you to go to a concert.
I'll enjoy myself.

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
GAY BAR? NO, thanks MAN~ XD

9. No. 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
Go on for your dreams~

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
Probably she is too excited when she saw her idol and DEFINITELY did something weird.

11. Number 7 and you sitting on the couch watching a movie when her/him wrap his/her arm around you.
Little girl get SCARED by the scene.

12. Number 5 ask you out for dinner.
He is boring for sure.

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on the bus.
And for sure I'll complaint a lot that she KIDNAPPED my darling.

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of night because she/he can't sleep.
Ask her what can I do to make her comfortable.

15. You're walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
Seem just like WHAT she will do. XD

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
The probability of this event is even lower than WIN 10 jackpot in a row straight.

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen suddenly aflame.
She forget to turn off the gas again. XD

18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
Probably another gift from her boyfriend

19. Number 4 just got u an x-box.
You are in my mind man!

20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
She always thinks like that.

21. Number 7 looks lonely.
She really needs a boyfriend that can take care of her.

22.Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave him/her alone.
Okay but I'll be there always for you.

23. Number 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
And this is the most SURPRISE party i ever had.

24. Number 6 decide to dye her/his hair in another color. What do you say about that?
I'll tease her XD

25. Number 7 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where he/she went.
I'll tried my best to contact her before i try to do anything.

26. Number 1, 3, 5 and 6 all tackle at you once. Is it possible?
Probably its on my birthday XD