你 她

感情这东西很可爱，活蹦乱跳得难以琢磨。

和你，以为这件事后你会懂得我的底线在哪里，最后你却说我跨过了你的底线···
和她，以为这么久了的一段感情会淡了，却没想到我们之间什么也没变···


只想对你说：我不想来是这样下去了～
我很努力的让自己平静下来，可是最后还是决定：这一次，我要自私点了～
不想对不起任何人，包括自己，所以，是时候停下来检视一下自己的所作所为了～

和你的相处模式，真的不喜欢···
当初在一起的感觉，忘了吗？

所以现在什么也别说，什么也不好说～



想对你说声：谢谢你～
很开心，也很庆幸在低落的时候你这位久不见面的朋友依然能扶我一把···
让我这几天的愁云惨雾之中画上了一片彩虹···

无论是朋友还是情人，感情要经的起时间的考验，而我相信我和你之间做到了～
不能答应你什么，只能说：我会尽力的～

你也要加油哦～

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Suddenly feel that I should add something and also suddenly feel maybe I should use English (Maybe just because someone keep complaint on my blog that is without English)

Quite a quarrel with my parents recently about my postgraduates destination.
Before that, feeling that myself isn't really a PRO in studying and decide to take course in Malaysia's private U but get a BIG deny from my parents.
AIKS~
A lot of reasons, of course, but none of them really make me to feel that stay on my homeland is a big mistake for me and for my future .

Yes, I admit that i like the world outside there, freedom, creativity and innovation that for sure will drove me high in the sky.
But the fact is, this is my homeland. My home is here, my parents is here, my friends is here.
You can say me as a coward of because refusing to step out the box and I won't deny it. I LOVE to stay IN here.

But I knew that the result will not change after all.
HAIZ~

Furthermore, also quite a quarrel with her.
SIGH~

What a blue week for me.
=(