15日中国山东文化寻根之旅 -- 中国海外华人中华文化知识马来西亚赛区冬令营 ～

在中国山东“齐鲁之乡”过了今年的冬至，圣诞，在冷冽的寒风玩起人生第一场雪，在文化发源地呼吸孔孟的思想，在群人之中遇见注定认识的你：这个假期，我获益匪浅，过得充实。

今日已疲，详情下回再向各位一一道来～
XD

15/12 乱笔

时间久了，感情淡了···
人说距离不是一个问题，但在这个时候我真的觉得距离是一个致命伤
>.<
慢慢变得不重要了，迟点就忘掉了···
aiks～

万人宴本来预料会显的，但多了一点惊喜，至少她还会找我。
虽然我只是一个在她心底无关紧要的“他”，聊胜于无～
突然自卑起来～

成绩要放榜了，有一点点紧张····

要上飞机去中国了，也有一点点紧张～
XD

2009要完了，我正式高三日子过完了···
就这样完了···
我都还没玩够～
>.<
各位加油～

就当我只是回忆

人海中遇到你是一种奇迹
认识你 我很开心
听者你的呼吸 空气透着淡淡的甜蜜

哪天开始爱你 我已记不起
但我把爱你在手心 叮咛自己 要好好珍惜
却忘了自己和你 存在一种差距


听着你的哭泣 湿湿的道别 我舍不得你再哭泣
但我什么也无能为力

我和你 可能不再有任何关系
但我真的不想自己只是一个回忆 睡醒就被忘记
我把你放在我心底每个缝隙 用回忆填满每刻心痛的自己

现实却不断在提醒我自己 这距离 我真的抱不了你

爱你 就不能这样狠心


能遇着你已经是我最大的幸运 而我还能爱你


没关系 我可以


因为我爱你 所以如果可以 早点把我忘记

三字传言

敲碎的心 枯了一夜的思念
梦醒后 我仅剩 失眠
当眼泪流过你半边脸 我刚懂这是挂念
爱你仅剩今天 那明天 我该如何面对昨天

在心痛的瞬间停下时间 留恋 这份你的 甜
把自己葬在对岸边 用一天 好好 记着这所有和你的关联
缠绵在雨后的缘 停下脚步 我只想好好吻你的脸

月 总会圆 只有你 越来越远
心痛淹没了自己所有的梦 爱你只停在前夜回忆里面

夜早深山上仅鱼儿眠 一个人 半片叶 不倦

让我跟你走

雨 湿了自己 我 漫无目的得 在想你
小心翼翼收起的记忆 不经意 再次沾染 过去
回忆 月底下在耳边 喃喃细语
抓不紧的想念 指缝间流失在夜里


地平线两端的差距 到底属于什么 玩意


风 盘旋在你影子底 是我 无能为力 这距离
一个不小心 让 心痛 这感觉打翻了 这句 我喜欢你
心 狂呼 留下我在这里
不想把 在一起 放在昨天而已


望着同一个月亮 数着星星 我只想牵着你

放手

心 在门外徘徊 今夜由孤单来执导
离开的心跳 流浪在海的另一角
任由意志逃跑 当 喜欢你不再只是个 问号
心 该在哪里停靠

寂寞 因为我不能拥有你的 笑
当距离决定我和你只能有这么多 我该怎么好
忍不住的眼泪 心痛自己不能更好
寂寞 把自己啃掉

总是一个人流浪 你会不是我该停下来扎营的依靠
爱你 还是该放手 让你跑

砂劳越民都鲁开智中学第二届领袖营

20/11～25/11 去了砂劳越民都鲁开智中学，与当地的高一生一起办他们第二届的学生领袖训练营～
民都鲁是个小地方，人走得慢，车开的也慢，树比屋子多，就是人情味特别厚，热情特别高涨～ =)

20/11
下了飞机就直接到开智了，他们的校园大约是半个中华大，学生却大约只有500人，真好喲～ XD
踏进联课活动办公室就看到两位女生在埋头苦干，就是克凤和珊妤两位正赶着训练营的手册『什么时候了还在做手册？』
本来要打算到大礼堂去看开智中学高初中毕业典礼，但由于克凤易容不及格（没穿校服）我们也只好打消念头去吃午饭～

吃饭后回到学校，一踏进办公室珊妤直指我的鼻头大声说：“我记得你是谁！你叫叶端俊！”
心中暗爽一下～ XD
隆中的同学们听说开智的毕业生有毕业袍穿就一窝蜂似的跑到礼堂去“试穿”了，到时我觉得无趣便留在办公室帮珊妤做手册（克凤带着他们上去了～）
第一次发现民都鲁人因为福州人居多的关系连带华语也变得很可爱去～ XD
同时后，他们绝大部分的人都对广东话不熟悉～ XD

『好的不“谢”，坏的“谢”，来"谢"校做莫？』珊妤名言～ XD

过后在啊佳带领下我么一起试玩了团康游戏，而我也『当机立断』决定要守『水球』一站，因为光想到营员落汤鸡似的的样子就让我好兴奋～ （请不要说变态～ XD）

晚上吃了晚饭后与全体执委团第一次接触，发现到原来我们之间存在着这么大的想法差异～


21/11
今天就是领袖训练营的第一天，虽然在报到时的一些措施让我感到有点莫名其妙，但也就算了～

下午，今天的重头戏 -- 团康游戏《大地游戏》来咯～
哇哈哈～XD

一桶一桶的水虽然扛得挺辛苦的，但看到他家湿答答的样子（其实自己也是从头湿到脚趾头去），但还是老着脸皮对每一个营员说：“我是包剪锤王子，打偏天下无敌手，要不要来我手上赢Bonus？『广东话版』）”
看着他们一脸疑惑的样子，是在好笑～ XD

到最后：水球破完了，水泼光了，我和珊妤湿到底了，游戏也就终于玩完了～

最后一轮是比吃西瓜，我这个人这辈子没试过吃西瓜吃得这么痛苦··· =.=
『 因为要斗快把西瓜啃完 』

晚上的课程没听到，因为啊Wing把大家叫了出来，研究研究我们中华人和开智人的差别，而我则因为抢mic被慧慧念一轮来～ >.<


22/11
今天的课程比较多，由于不是很够睡所以在后面猛钓鱼，只好走上走下走进走出的，不然真的会睡着。
『 打瞌睡的林一个原因在课程内容听过，新鲜感不够～ 』

晚上的《才华横溢》让我对开智人刮目相看，真的没想到原来开智人也有这么『放』的时候～ XD
虽然每组都在演话剧，但每一组都让我差点就笑破肚皮～ XD

接下来的《星星知我心》feel很棒，想起自己为了不睡觉而喝了两杯咖啡结果弄到自己在飞机上胃痛，真的挺好笑的～

守夜的时候发现很多营委起不来，我就顶硬上在行动中心（也就是烹饪室）呆到5点，结果第二天就···


23/11
今天是营的最后一天，而我因为绝对的睡眠不足，让我错过了整个早上的节目 >.<
『 陪我的珊妤，呆到三点的紫欣也是 』

最后的临别营员依依不舍，三点散会的营弄到五点校园里还有人在跟我们留电话，聊天。

而被压抑这么多天的中华人和开智人来了场友谊篮球赛，而我很不幸的很快得就扭伤了中指，不能好好享受这场球。

晚餐尽然是由董事请客，十二人一桌尽然有六道菜，太恐怖了～
饭后的K歌发现原来每个人都是唱歌能手，尤其是啊Wing反串的歌声更是惊呆全场，冠颖的舞步让人惊艳～

饭后回到学校，中华人挑战了『扑克牌重排』游戏，在进阶版（会有若干数量的牌不见掉，排完后要报出不见之牌数）下得到22秒佳绩，掌声鼓励鼓励～ XD

接着是玩的让人抽筋的『杀手』游戏，以及耍心机的『Mafia』，中华人们度过美好的一晚～


24/11
今天是观光日，中华人与开智人坐满两辆van浩浩荡荡出发到尼亚洞去～

这个过程花了我们四个小时半，其实没什么好看，但是个很好的运动就是了～
但是方老师，銘毅主演，慧慧拍摄，啊Wing主导的惊爆《2012之番外篇》震撼全场～ XD
『方老师甚至要收銘毅为徒呢～ XD 』

回程路途中，看了看炼油厂的夜景，真美～
然后再次是董事们请客吃饭，真是谢啦～ ^.^

晚上的时候却发生了些不愉快的事，虽然没怎么样，但好在圆满落幕，也让我们看到了营长克凤的能力，可谓：塞翁失马焉知非福～

25/11
回吉隆坡啦～


很高心认识一般砂劳越民都鲁开智人，你们的热诚感动了我们，朋友就这样连成～
有缘再见咯～
^.^

黑到鬼酱的星期六 -- 14/11

今天一早起来，肌肉痛～
>.<

昨天的羽球+游泳起效果了～
=.=

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哇老···

N年没有收拾的会所除了东西多，就是灰尘多···
=.=

被下了最后通牒之下，大家“夹手夹脚”收拾他···

才发现这么N年来，大家都浪费了好多东西，同样的东西一直被挖出来···

天啊···

只是塑料袋可以装慢慢的一个抽屉···
>.<

可怜的地球妈妈～

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我的电话又坏料···
T.T

服役了第三年的他，再一次抵抗不了不了岁月的痕迹，于本年度第二次得彻底的崩溃···
>.<

不知道能不能修叻···
不能修的话事件就大条料···
=.-

原他睡一晚明天没事就好···
LolZ!

不要他这么快去报到啊～～～～～～～～～～～～～

附：怎么她也是这个时候生病的？

最近天气不好，自这里劝大家多喝水，多睡觉，不要像我的电话这样～
^.^

如果我说我还喜欢你 时间还会重来吗？

回忆 随风流浪在心底的某一个 夜
撑起帆的思念 启航找寻我努力去忘记的那一页
踏着皎洁的月 一个人细细数着 两个人的 圆 与 缺
静静挖掘 那份亲手埋葬的 感觉
手心的这句爱你 惹满了灰尘 厚厚一叠

当年被遗漏的道别 在心底 打了结
当初说不出口的不舍得 在心底 不曾凋谢
是我 让爱滑出指尖 随风飘曳 心痛今天才把我撕裂

让我再轻擦你眼角的眼泪 让我收起这道别 就让我陪你看这海边的月
故事不该停在这里 向观众道谢

拧干记忆的这夜
淡淡 懒懒 的忧伤洒在这写着我还爱你的这一切



如果我说我还喜欢你 时间还会重来吗？

十一月九

Junny 生日，高了个 pool-side party，整个生日会记忆犹新的是有两件事～
一，因为Junny说佩瑾吃了豹子新老虎胆，敢推她下水（虽然没退成），愤愤不平的要“报仇”，拉了一班人去踢馆，结果见识了佩瑾的超音波的威力，再靠近些耳朵真的就给她给废了～

二，给Junny的弟弟，敬恒，豪伟几个人追料九条街，为的就是把丢进泳池里，说了n轮我没有备换衣物依然不放过我···
结果流了整身汗，和被丢进泳池差别不大··· =.=

在这个派对遇上很多朋友，大家样子除了老成了些，基本上差别不大，想起以前初三的日子（跟Junny在初三认识），还真感概日子过得这么快～

Popiah依然还是那个长不高长不大的小孩子，一整晚拿着相机猛拍人家，吃东西，打哈欠，捧腹大笑，落汤鸡等等的样子一一不放过。

倒是诗义“好像长高”了～ 0.o
哦不，是高跟鞋的功劳～ XD
诗义和家人以来，除了她弟弟好像不是很喜欢我（应该归咎我的样子问题哦？）之外，她两个妹妹倒是挺粘着我的（不要问我做什么）。诗义的大妹妹诗慧跟诗义十二岁的时候超像的，几乎是“同一个饼印”酱～
小妹妹诗恩则掉了两颗门牙，给我们笑了来，可是她也一直在笑，拉着我的手说要玩水～
最后是给他弟弟的一句“对不起大完啊？”『炸到···』 =.=

然后就是一轮又一轮的“轰炸声”，一个接一个的，大家都牺牲了，一个个湿得像落汤鸡···
就当他们开始觉得满意的时候，抢头居然瞄向了dear，不过好在我这副老骨头还有一点威严，不然真的会读一个牺牲者。

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载翠文回家的时候，跟她聊了很多。
很老实的说，我很庆幸我有她这位好朋友，跟她很舒服，不用说太多，但她总能知道全部；她说得不多，但句句是重点；她爱听，说的时候不会企图说服你，素以不会有压力，很舒服。她很关心身边的人，所以很多东西她看得出，猜得到。
就一句：你还喜欢她？
我只能静静地点头，不能否认，因为她一直都在我心底。翠文的直接，没有痛，只是很自然地让我流露自己的感情。
真的对自己无语。
印象中，我不是个专情的人。可是对她，除了用念念不忘来形容，我真的找不到任何形容词。

我和你 是 靠得那么近
为什么还是落得一个人 没门近

当初的一点一滴，依然在心头，原来在我当自己变了很多才发现自己没什么变。
『就像她弟弟那东西给她，我很自然的伸手帮她接过来，这个动作我以为我早已经忘了，没想到还是这么熟悉。』

知道她读NUS，居然兴奋了好一阵子。

坐在她身边聊天，似乎闻到了到三年前的海水味。

惨了，我又在想她了···

『偶然中听到这首歌，一首三年前用来疗伤的歌，却是我现在唯一能用来解愁的歌』

GRADUATION ~ XD

Went Sunway lagoon this Thursday with wendy, MT, Jace and Junny.
Have a lot of fun there by getting wet and cold, nice feeling to walking ard with dripping clothes~ XD

Btw, we played all the attraction in the park, except Wendy because of "Height-phobia"...
360 degree turn of pirate ship, several G of the coaster's thrill...
Its been a long time didn't felt the adrenalin gush in my veins.

Btw, something funny happened when we decided to burry Junny alive at the surf beach.
Because she is so "he", we made a sculpture of a sexy woman for her, typically with thin waist and big breast.

Then a foreign tourist that was interested at our job came by to have a closer look. She smiled so happily at our art piece and quickly grab her DC to have some picture, with Junny alone and with Junny. Her friend later found out what happened and come to join for picture.

Before they leave, she grabbed a handful of sand and make Junny "sand-breast" bigger. We all laughed non-stop, leaving Junny alone, kinda of embarrassed. And finally we feel happy with our art piece, Junny get herself out of the sand and turn alive.
Just like one of the Thriller MV scene. XD

And today, its my graduation day.
FINALLY~ XD
Vince, Kuan, SanTing cried.
Others are quite high, running here and there to look for some final hug from teachers and friends.
I let my friend to sign on my white shirt, and we took a lot of picture, i like the one i carry Vince in my arm~ XD
(Hope that i didn't scared her too much~)

And now, i'm kinda free..
Nth to do for at least two following months.
So, do you want to have a date with me?
(You know who this "YOU" that i meant)
Anywhere, anytime, anything...
Movie, BBQ, Karaoke, Dinner, YUMCHA even charity works~
XD
Hope to hear you soon~
XD

变形金刚3： 地球之战 ！

什么？
变形金刚出第三季？
XD



我晕晕晕
我狂狂狂晕～
XD

Let It Go - Brit & Alex

Step, clap
Step, step, clap
Sssstep, clap
Step, step, clap
Sssstep, clap
Step, step, clap
Sssstep, clap
Step, step, clap

I was on the outside (lookin in)
Wondering where do I (go from here)
I wanna show the world my (time is now)
I won't hold back
I'm comin out

Because tonight I'm so inspired
I feel the beat it takes me higher
To break free is my desire
This is the new me

I just wanna let it go, let it go, let it go
I'm about to let it go, let it go, let it go
Let, let it go
Let,let it go
Gonna lose your mind
Just let it go, let it go
I just wanna let it go, let it go, let it go
I'm about to let it go, let it go, let it go
Let, let it go
Let, let it go
Let, let it go

I took a bite of freedom (it taste so sweet)
Now that I know (my body's being released)
I can't go back to who I was before
I'm walking through this open door

Because tonight I'm so inspired
I feel the beat it takes me higher(higher)
To break free is my desire
This is the new me

I just wanna let it go, let it go, let it go
I'm about to let it go, let it go, let it go
Let, let it go
Let,let it go
Gonna lose your mind
Just let it go, let it go
I just wanna let it go, let it go, let it go
I'm about to let it go, let it go, let it go
Let, let it go
Let, let it go
Let, let it go

I know that
I can't let
All the fear inside take over me
Gotta take control of what's in front of me

1,2 can't nobody hold me
3,4 drop it to the floor
5,6 make your body twist
Let it go like this
Let it go like this

I just wanna let it go, let it go, let it go
I'm about to let it go, let it go, let it go
Let, let it go
Let,let it go
You can lose your mind
Just let it go, let it go
I just wanna let it go, let it go, let it go
I'm about to let it go, let it go, let it go
Let, let it go
Let, let it go
Let, let it go

Sssstep, clap
Step, step, clap
Sssstep, clap
Step, step, clap
Sssstep, clap
Step, step, clap
Sssstep, clap
Step, step, clap







Damn like this movie~
Damn like this song~

地球怎么老去

多少年 地球才老去
杯底残留的暖意 提醒我 外头正下雨
这些年 风风雨雨
爱你 最后还是变成过去 是时候收起

不小心回到原地吸着不属于寂静的空气
回忆一个不经意 在老店里不小心打翻了一地的 过去
看着收音机放肆的在伤口上撒盐 是我自己
原来 我还想着你

就让约定随风而去 我没关系 就让谁来爱你

Is It You - Cassie

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? Is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? Is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? Is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? Is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?

Take for grant
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

Is it you? Is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? Is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

十月二 - 自诉

在人群中徘徊，找寻一份适合自己的落脚点。
喧哗无比的场面热闹非凡，可是空气闻起来却是湿湿的寂寞在弥漫。
原来寂寞在不知不觉中慢慢得长大了···

体内流着不属于自己的血，很冷漠 却一点也不陌生。
淡淡的刺激，让自己受伤同时却故意不止血，一种感觉啃着自己的意识。
实现开始模糊，在失去理智前只好离开现场。

如果给我选择，我觉得自己是一头狼：孤傲，不羁，总是让自己的影子和黑暗混合在一起，分不清你和我。
躲在暗地里窥视这个世界，其实只是想发现一条新捷径，却往往被荆棘刮了一身伤。
到最后战败的自负却仍然让自己停不下来，原来我也只是一头未演化的畜生。

满满的月光下，只能以咆哮来壮大自己，却不能摆脱自己的真面目。

寂寞继续攀上我的意识，开着自己的花，美丽却剧毒无比。

今晚，发现自己其实也没有什么。

不知所谓

墨色的夜溶在杯底 默默在调配一杯涩涩的 美味
没有太多的点缀 只有纯纯的 滋味

带点初恋那种酸酸的香味 迷人 其实也是一种 罪

沉沦在你给的暧昧 搅拌着看不见底的 无怨无悔
一杯微微发烫的 黑 咖 啡 散发一种属于 夜 的 美

一个人 一杯黑咖啡 一个晚上 一种陶醉

和夕阳下山的幸福传真

今夜 好深
月光伴着风干自己的灵魂
自问对爱没天份 也对温柔少了几份认真
留给对方的 总是伤痕

当爱你 只剩心疼
不平衡的感情该怎么去完成
牵着你的手 只有冷

今夜 已深
醒着细数不结疤的新爱旧情人
爱上的太多责任 承诺得谁来承认
满脸 竟是泪痕

当爱只剩 恨
是不是爱的越深恨越真
心疼 你的不闻不问

装上半天黄昏的桌灯 点着不属于我们的缘分
爱你 我很认真 可惜 少了点天真

国庆日省思

今年的国庆日，因为适逢各种各样人为的理由而一切从简，没有花车，没有步操，没有特技表演，让整个国庆日显得一场冷淡，几乎让国人都忘了国庆日的存在。虽然国庆日少了以往的热情似火，却多了一份冷清让我们好好思考：每年的国庆日我们都在庆祝些什么？以今年来看，一种为庆祝而庆祝的感觉油然而生。

我国独立半个世纪有余，我们到底在这五十二年里，有多大的进步？

身为这片土地上的新生代，我没有那个分量去批判早期的政府一直延续下来的弊端，我也没有那个把音去唤醒身为仍在沉睡的同胞们。

因为我看到照耀在这片我最爱的土地上的不是两百年前美国刚独立时的朝阳，而是18世纪末标志着一个巨人的没落的夕阳。无论是古时候的中国各朝代还是刚垮台的日本自民党政府，都是因为长期的繁荣引起人民安于现状，没有危机意识，不思进取的结果。而我国人民经短短20年的虚拟繁荣，来到新世纪后居然变得死气沉沉起来。我心痛这片土地被这样糟蹋，可惜我做不了什么，甚至不能改变身边最亲密的几位友人。

五十年了，我们比起五十年前的长辈们，有什么地方进步了？

政治上的不平等，带着为人民利益着想的经济幌子横行30年的政策依然在执行，教育制度仍然一团糟，人民自由进一步被剥削，除了民主思想在力挽狂澜下有点成绩可言之外，到底我们有进步了吗？

把一名太空旅客硬套上太空人之名而沾沾自喜，为一艘不具有真正战略意义的潜水艇而夜郎自大，口口声声的团结目标到现在依然只是一个口号，这就是所谓的进步？

对于政客们的把戏，我无言以对，内心却却不能让沉默以对。我想告诉大家，我要告诉大家，我必须告诉大家，虽然不会有人要听我的只字片言。我还是得说，因为我真的深爱这片土地。

虽然我们在20年里头花光了接下来100年的财富，可是只要我们懂得进步，我们不会退步。虽然中国四千年历史中的尔虞我诈在绝大分的政客脑中，但只要我们秉着赤子之心，我们依然会进步。虽然现今的政府束缚了我们绝大部分的自由的权利，但民主之种子种下以后必定会有丰盛的果实。虽然我们预支了我们未来和下一代的幸福，但我们同时也预支了我们的未来和下一代的辛苦。

只要我们肯相信这片土地上的每一个人，我们依然会进步。只要们能肩膀搭着肩膀咬紧牙根撑下去，黑夜总会过去。到时候我们就能抬着头面向朝阳，自豪地说：我们是马来西亚人！马来西亚能！

加油，马来西亚！加油，马来西亚人！

附：选择在今天说这一番话，因为国庆月过了，至少这盆冷水，并不会太冷，毕竟我还爱着这片土地。

1/9 - A day b4 the nightmare

Suddenly felt that i should type this passage in English.
No why, no reason, just a feeling.

Today rained for a full 8 hours, not really cat and dogs but little drips.
Its cool its quite and i like it much.
i though it was a good day for me, as a repayment for me due to the end of my holiday.

When the school session finally ends, its my job to fetch my little sis.
When i'm on the way to my sister's school, my luck ended up there.
My tires blown.
DUH~

After all, its nth big.
I knew how to change it by myself.
Manage to get it done and make the car roll again in 20mins.

In the "Changing Process", a lot of pass-byers looked at me.
AND there is no1 stop by and offer me their help.
BTW, i can mange it just curios about that: ISN'T Malaysian is helpful?
(if it is, why the road is always get jammed?)

In the end, i concluded that no1 is willing to offer a help because of the following issue:
1 - I'm driving a MYVI (the result may varies IF i'm driving a car which is higher in value)
2 - I'm a boy ( NTH to complain about this ~ )
3 - I'm in student uniform ( Which means I will NOT repay an1 that offer me their help )

XD
How about u?

POTONG SAGA by NAMEWEE

OUCH～
XD

你眼底住着一片海

最后才明白
原来 你眼底住着一片海
带点忧郁装起来的可爱 是属于不自信的自白
酸酸的不对称年代 仅有的 一份 特卖

努力得 去 爱
很不自然得却很自在 因为不想再说再来 自己让自己忘了眼泪的存在
可是 当沉默最终被打开 梦还是会醒来
是 痛 在关怀

同一份感情 同一份遗憾 同一份不应该
因为 你眼底住着一片海

Never Say Never

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without and just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of together all the while

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go


Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see under your command
I will be your guardian when all is crumbling
Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go


We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together
Pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

突然发现这首歌很粘耳朵，不能自拔···
是因为我和她的问题吧，一直想到电影里的镜头，就只差眼泪往下掉了···
我会加油的···

你 她

感情这东西很可爱，活蹦乱跳得难以琢磨。

和你，以为这件事后你会懂得我的底线在哪里，最后你却说我跨过了你的底线···
和她，以为这么久了的一段感情会淡了，却没想到我们之间什么也没变···


只想对你说：我不想来是这样下去了～
我很努力的让自己平静下来，可是最后还是决定：这一次，我要自私点了～
不想对不起任何人，包括自己，所以，是时候停下来检视一下自己的所作所为了～

和你的相处模式，真的不喜欢···
当初在一起的感觉，忘了吗？

所以现在什么也别说，什么也不好说～



想对你说声：谢谢你～
很开心，也很庆幸在低落的时候你这位久不见面的朋友依然能扶我一把···
让我这几天的愁云惨雾之中画上了一片彩虹···

无论是朋友还是情人，感情要经的起时间的考验，而我相信我和你之间做到了～
不能答应你什么，只能说：我会尽力的～

你也要加油哦～

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Suddenly feel that I should add something and also suddenly feel maybe I should use English (Maybe just because someone keep complaint on my blog that is without English)

Quite a quarrel with my parents recently about my postgraduates destination.
Before that, feeling that myself isn't really a PRO in studying and decide to take course in Malaysia's private U but get a BIG deny from my parents.
AIKS~
A lot of reasons, of course, but none of them really make me to feel that stay on my homeland is a big mistake for me and for my future .

Yes, I admit that i like the world outside there, freedom, creativity and innovation that for sure will drove me high in the sky.
But the fact is, this is my homeland. My home is here, my parents is here, my friends is here.
You can say me as a coward of because refusing to step out the box and I won't deny it. I LOVE to stay IN here.

But I knew that the result will not change after all.
HAIZ~

Furthermore, also quite a quarrel with her.
SIGH~

What a blue week for me.
=(

TAGGED by Dear PANDA

1. What have you been doing recently?
Exam-ing (by avg, 3 times a week)

2. Do you ever turn your hand phone off?
Nope(not even a chance that my phone's battery dries off~)

3. What happened at 10am today?
Crunching through Malay word in dad's video for goverment

4. When did you last cry?
LONG time ago

5. Believe in Fate/ Destiny?
I believe that fate is IN our own hand that build what we so CALLED destiny TO BE fulfill.

6. What do you want in life now?
More excitement (kinda like the feel of adrenalin rush)

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood?
I'll let the rain to wet my hair.

8. What's your favorite thing to do in bed?
Staring nowhere thinking of nothing

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
Black pant

10. What are the nicest thing in your inbox?
Sweet memories with my darling

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
I'm kinda complicated but I'm surly prefer a more simple girl.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Now? Nope.
Occasionally, yes.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Transformer 2: Revenge of the Fallen

14. What are you proud of?
My capability to cope most difficult circumstances.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say and who is it from?
2009 CNY greetings from a friend

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Let it GO -- Cavo
Original Soundtrack of Transformer 2: Revenge of the Fallen

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Ah Jun, Jun, JunJun

18. What does the newest text message say and who is it from?
She says NO!

19. What time did you sleep last night?
Around 12.30 in the midnight

20. Are you currently happy?
Not really

21. Who give you the best advise?
My parents

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Definitely NO

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
Mum

24. Is something bugging you right now?
YES and there is a lot.

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
My darling

26. Do you like yourself?
Of course.

27. You want $5 or $10?
Where the money from?

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
I always do the most suitable choice for me considerate not my clever nor stupid

29. Who is your best best best best best friend?
Locavon Wendy

30. What will you do if you like that girl?
I wont waste another second to sit and do nothing

31. Who are your favorite stars?
Jay or Soda Green (HARD to find out whom i like the most)

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
The answer is YES especially when she was unreasonable.

33. Do you had even stead before?
Yes, as alternatives although I hate it.

34. What type of girl do you like?
Nice, cute and charming.

35. Now are you single/attached?
attached

Pass this tag to 10 people:
[ 1] Darling
[ 2] Nicole
[ 3] MT
[ 4] Amanda Lee
[ 5] Khaiz
[ 6] Rui
[ 7] Purple Yin
[ 8] Ray
[ 9] Chiwn
[10] Jackson

1. Would you date number 5?
Hang out with this guy is a GOOD idea.

2. Number 2 just got a car crash and how do you react?
I will rush to her IMMEDIATELY.

3. You see no.9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
Again. XD

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
Its okay. I'll have the chance TO GO her house XD

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
Something MUST disturbing her

6. Number 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
Jackson's new hairstyle MUST be the most FASHION style i ever saw.

7. Number 7 just got a ticket for him/her and you to go to a concert.
I'll enjoy myself.

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
GAY BAR? NO, thanks MAN~ XD

9. No. 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
Go on for your dreams~

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
Probably she is too excited when she saw her idol and DEFINITELY did something weird.

11. Number 7 and you sitting on the couch watching a movie when her/him wrap his/her arm around you.
Little girl get SCARED by the scene.

12. Number 5 ask you out for dinner.
He is boring for sure.

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on the bus.
And for sure I'll complaint a lot that she KIDNAPPED my darling.

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of night because she/he can't sleep.
Ask her what can I do to make her comfortable.

15. You're walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
Seem just like WHAT she will do. XD

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
The probability of this event is even lower than WIN 10 jackpot in a row straight.

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen suddenly aflame.
She forget to turn off the gas again. XD

18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
Probably another gift from her boyfriend

19. Number 4 just got u an x-box.
You are in my mind man!

20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
She always thinks like that.

21. Number 7 looks lonely.
She really needs a boyfriend that can take care of her.

22.Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave him/her alone.
Okay but I'll be there always for you.

23. Number 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
And this is the most SURPRISE party i ever had.

24. Number 6 decide to dye her/his hair in another color. What do you say about that?
I'll tease her XD

25. Number 7 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where he/she went.
I'll tried my best to contact her before i try to do anything.

26. Number 1, 3, 5 and 6 all tackle at you once. Is it possible?
Probably its on my birthday XD

@.@ XD

创意可以到什么样的地步呢？
看看以下的图片就知道了～
^.^

以下的是白纸剪成的哦～


















以下的是刀叉扭成的哦～

不要脸 和 犯贱 之间

从来 抢夺 一向不会有所谓的 腼腆
野心从这里延伸到 天 的另一边
所以 给我闭嘴我的你统统负责供给一点也不准减
（ 又有谁 曾看过 我的脸 ）
所谓的节俭 是要看谁的脸 放在谁的脸上 看着 谁的 脸
（ 其实 还是拳头 最保险 ）
这就是 强权 权 权 权

不顾一切 永远是当 利益 在前边
贪心叠起来 边 看不见
因此 不管你要不要总而言之我就是要这样 给我 炼
（ 快点 快点 再多一点 ）
其实环保只是让我 赚一圈再一圈 的 多一圈 的 再多一圈
（ 要不要我再重复 重点 ）
我管你是苛刻还是危险 最重要是赚钱 钱 钱 钱

当 我和你撕破脸
当 我和你翻脸
最后其实是谁在 犯贱
把 自己窒息在自己的 制造的 不要 的里面

简单 · 美丽

沥干的心情在纸上排起叫 诗 的玩意
虚无缥缈的意境 努力堆砌着要诉说 的 意义
跳跃式的每一字句 断断续续 得 很努力

无论如何呕心沥血的俳句 再怎么比

依然属于

我

爱

你

最简单美丽

ling，我爱你～

0107 于IT Room留下の脚印

Ling生病了，心痛到～
>.<

宁愿生病的是自己，这样Ling就不会那么辛苦了···
（因为自己牛酱死鬼大只，生病就当减肥好了 XD）

好在吃了药，睡了一整天，Ling就没有什么大碍了，不然真的会急死我料···
>.<

所以哦，Ling不可以在生病了哦！
不然我会心痛死的，Ling懂的啦，人老料心脏很容易overload的···
Ling不会舍得我就这样快就挂在墙上吧？
XD



最近的H1N1弄得满城风雨，先是有人说卫生部反应过敏，后来却指着卫生总监的鼻子骂他防流感措施执行不力，导致学生被感染～
（还是这位神又是他鬼又是他的“不是人”其实要说的是：你害我的宝贝九代单传的儿子感染了H1N1？ XD ）

接着是我们尊贵的部长又语出惊人的表示：由于本部长觉得H1N1（亦或者Influenza A 之类的）非常的死北够力不好念，而且非常得容易导致混淆，所以本部长决定要为这个攻击全世界近100个国家和地区的新流感正名，就叫回：猪流感～
（哇老～ 不知道是我们尊贵的部长当我们的智商只有3岁，还是我们尊贵的部长的智商只有3岁？ 0.o ）

学校对此事的态度也是抱着：宁杀错勿放过的心态，弄得每天两次下课都一大票的学生排队测体温，一大堆学生自以为自己很危险所以没有来上课，每个老师异口同声说，关学校？时间的问题～

在这里引用老豆的一句名言：该死不必病 ～
各位看了要指着我的鼻子骂也好，回家打小人也好，我依然会每个礼拜去广场看看戏，买买书，喝喝茶的 ～
恐慌？留给各位吧！ ^.^

622随笔

教师节过了···

假期过了···

学艺展过了···

是时候读书了···

>.<

今年的高三生活，不喜欢···
不知道是闷太久了，还是对规律的生活显了···

aiks···

好在找回了久违的安全感，不然，真的会死掉～
^.^

谢谢ling哦～
=）

NEW Hobby - 2

这几个拍到有点蒙～
>.<

New HOBBY - 1

张飞








司马懿




















张飞 VS 司马懿


^.^